Friday, October 31, 2008
gong gong... i'm sorry ~ahna
its been a week n more le...
i supposed everyone's becoming stronger..
one and a half year, granny n grandfather..
hope that both of u will meet high up.
dear gong gong,
i was trying to be strong over that week...
staying awake for 3 consecutive days... staying by ur side.. i dunno how i can bear to see u juz leave like that.. i noe that it was the best for u, but i never really wanted u to leave just like that... when mum told me abt it, i was nonchalant, but my heart was thumping... its was a repeat to last yr.. i was off on both the fateful days... why... why did i have to face the worried n anxious expression on mum... y did i go to amk to celebrate grandpa birthday instead of going to take a last look at u... i knew mum couldn't take it.. i knew yiyi couldn't take it.. i noe i can't take it myself.. i chose to escape the reality... i chose to delay for another day... i knew how much u dote on me.. pple use to say u love me most, u dote on me most.. but.. i'm sorry.. really sorry!!!!!! i was silly to hold back my tears.. but at the crematorium when u were being pushed into the furnace, i knew i couldn't hold back any longer... gong gong!!!!!!!! go to where u belong.. find ur parents, ur siblings and friends..... i guess u'll be happier up there!!
sorry... i love you, gong gong
~everyone needs to learn to cherish the pple ard u...~
~hey gals, i love u pple.. i really do... net, so sorry to miss ur wedding... its really sad. but thanx for understanding!!~
nana is thinking of 【女神】;---->
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